Brands Through Exam Days

27th - 31st DEC 2010
Almost every day of exam period i slept late about 4am or 5.
To keep my self alert and concentration, Brands - Essence of Chicken helped.
Whether it was only mental reaction or true effect, i don't know.
English paper did not require any memorization thus no Brands was needed for it.
3 bottles for the rest 3 days.
taken during the last day preparation for socialization at 3am...

Brands... try 1???
click HERE for details.

Christmas Study

25/12/2010
Christmas in Kampar, a dead town suxx!!!
Two more days to the 1st examination paper - English.
In fact, my friends asked me out on Christmas Eve to celebrate as well as countdown but please, exam was 2 days away, i can't!

Oh Gosh~ This was the 1st time ever i passed Christmas away from home and family. Previously, almost all Christmas seasons my family and I will go for a holiday but now things changed, and i hate it!
Last year, we went to Genting Highlands and spent about 5 days on top of the hill. That was what i called Christmas, a Merry Christmas.
On the contrary, what i got for Christmas this year was lecture notes accompanying me through day and night. Almost all degree students have gone back to their family and started sem-break-ing. The roads and streets are damn quiet. It seems lonely right? Ya, indeed ya it was lonely.

That night, Liang asked me to help him print some documents so as i went down from my hostel to meet Liang, i saw him talking to Sheng How. Sheng How bought a box of chocolates from the mini-market below my hostel. We talked for more than half-an-hour, standing, i mean STANDING. Damn...leg was painful... Oh ya, to clarify, we were talking about exam, we predicted what would come out and we were asking each other for tips. As well as expressing our stress gained from so and so subjects...

After talking and after i have printed the examination slip for Liang, i suggested to study together at the Danish Office opposite my hostel. We did not know what to study for English paper so we did our early preparation for the paper after English, that is ECS.
sohai ah liang study with his eyes covered.
peace~
Err... to CLARIFY myself AGAIN ya... we took these photos NOT because we were free... arrhh... i mean I, was FREE, but i wanted to make my year 2010 Christmas sealed in my brain.
That is to say, to remind me that being with our family must be appreciated, not to wait until the moment we were left without them.
Besides, studying during Christmas was 1st in my lifetime since i was born. Usually, Christmas is for enjoying and to be with love ones.
Sad to say, i was stuck with ECS lecture notes, as i remembered, i was only at lecture 6 and there are about 5 lectures more to go.
no post...just smile lo...
I have to go through this again for the next 3 years, but i hope not during degree...
I was alone but then Christmas was in my heart with my family...

Christmas In My Heart
by Sarah Connor

verse 1
Every time we say goodbye
There's something breaking deep inside
I tried to hide my feelings to keep myself controlled
But somehow I can't deny what's deep inside my soul

I've been always on the run
So many different places, having fun
But like a river always knows just where to flow
Now that December comes I feel like coming home

chorus
*It's Christmas in my heart
When I'm with you
No matter where we are or what we do

Tomorrow may be grey
We may be torn apart
But if you stay tonight
It's Christmas in my heart*

verse 2
I don't know how to stay alive
Without your touch without you by my side
Just like the desert's always waiting for the rain
Oh baby, I wish the holy night would come again

Repeat chorus
Everywhere I go and everyone I know
Is making lots of wishes for old Santa Claus
But all I really need tonight
Is for you to come and hold me tight
What is Christmas without you here by my side
I need you tonight

Repeat chorus

videoed in Meetoto scene.

From this post,
PEOPLE,,,,,, be reminded that...
copy & paste from above: remind me that being with our family must be appreciated, not to wait until the moment we were left without them.

Beach Day

20/12/2010
Do you know where this is? - the beach.
Brief introduction:
If there's one place in Penang that has its generous share of foreign visitors, it would have to be Batu Ferringhi. Aside from Georgetown, Batu Ferringhi is arguably the second most visited destination on Penang Island.

It's difficult to put a finger on what it is exactly that draws repeat visitors to Batu Ferringhi each year. Like Georgetown, Batu Ferringhi is a great place for visitors to enjoy the good food and great shopping. But Batu Ferringhi also has some of the nicest beaches on Penang Island.(click HERE for more)

Brief history:
The name Batu Ferringhi itself attests historically to Penang's brushes with several different foreign powers, including the British, the Dutch and the Portuguese. Some locals believe that the word Ferringhi was derived from a foreign language (perhaps Portuguese) which refers to 'foreigners'.

Batu Ferringhi has long been known for its scenic seaside panorama. Like other seaside destinations such as Cherating, Batu Ferringhi has been frequented by tourists for decades. (click HERE for more)

Batu Ferringhi, 2 hours we were there - dad, sis & me.i believe i can fly...

Actually we did not intend to go to the beach earlier. It was after lunch when dad told Tes to soak her scaly fingers and foot inside the sea water, perhaps it would help to get them well.
But i took it as a stress release before the final examinations start after a few more days.
As we got there, we saw a tent full of Malays carrying our some activities, a foreign couple and 3 or 4 Malay kids. Not to leave out, there was also 1 Malay couple taking photos in bridal outfit.
Maybe Malays culture, taking bridal shots at the beach. I want that too...it's nice isn't??perfect background contra...
Tes & I played with waves and sand at the same time, nuts, taking self-shot photos...
The best part is yet to come...
On the beach, a jelly fish could kept us busy for some moment, involving the participation of those kids. The funniest thing was the foreign couple's reaction...

Dad spotted a jelly fish on shore...Wow...to my surprise because this was my 1st time ever to see a jelly fish.
It's really a jelly body and yark! stinks!
Dad warned Tes & I not to go near it as it can make us itchy.

The Best Part

However, teenagers like us tend to try something that goes against the order of elders. So we attempted to disturb the jelly fish.

Tes & I started hunting for something hard enough to make it get it's move hell out of that current longitude & latitude.
Seashells, sticks and tree trunk were thrown.

No matter what we threw on it, it still would not move. So we decided to bury it with the help of those kids too.

After it was fully covered, i was too cheeky so i searched for two small tree sticks to make a cross.

Tes & I plucked some leaves as no flowers could be found aroung.
Followed on by writtings - R.I.P (Rest In Peace) Mr. Jellyfish.

Remember, i said the funniest part??
When the foreign couple walk passed the jelly fish, they stopped for a few second with their eyes staring at the 'grave'. They looked at each other and became numb for some time, then walked away with smiles.

Dad saw their facial expression. He barely could describe that. But i understood.
What i could do was....hahahAHAHA~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Some contents retrieved from http://www.virtualmalaysia.com/destination/batu%20ferringhi%20beach.html

X Y1S3 Time Table

16/12/2010
After Micro Macroeconomics Quiz, Sandra, Carol, Json, Yun Bin, Mindy, Jane and I went to Mc D to celebrate our success of ECS Sketch. We reached McD at 6.30pm and returned home about 7.30pm.
Before the registration line was opened, i was so nervous and was afraid that i might not get the time i wanted. I used the computer at my house owner's photostat shop, hoping the line will be better than previously i went to cyber cafe and did shit nothing. Desmond, a tenant of the same house owner of mine currently in Foundation In Science semester 2, taught me some 'techniques' on how to fight for the time slot. I knew him a few months ago during World Cup 2010, we watched World Cup together and started talking. He said only one window used will do and I followed.
I successfully got what i planned. I even helped my friends that failed to access to the server. I finished helping Yun Bin and Json with their time tables over midnight 12 and washed my clothes to prepare to go home the next day.

My time table was set to be off-ed on Fridays and start class late on Mondays so i will be in time to get to school from the KTM Station. However nothing is perfect, i have 2 days early (8am) class, so lazy to get up from my cozy bed, and there are too many intervals in between classes besides, 2days of late (6pm) classes. I could say, i am satisfy with it as i have friends with me for all classes except English Communication lecture.

X Y1S2 ECS Sketch

Group Members
1. Carol Tang - Choreographer
2. Mindy Tan - Emcee
3. Jane Ee - Dancer
4. Sandra Tan - Singer
5. Json Yeoh - Singer
6. Cheng Yun Bin - Dancer
7. Cheoy Yee Lin - Pianist
8. Shash - Emcee

Theme: High School Musical
Purpose: Find talented performers
Emcees: Mindy & Shash
Scene 1: Audition (dance & sing) Forming
Scene 2: Meeting Day (dancer & singer , leader)Storming(rules & regulation)Norming
Scene 3: Practice Day
Scene 4: Last rehearsal (Jane dancer fell down) Problem solving stages
Scene 5: Performance Day (Sing, Dance)Performing
Scene 6: Live Dancing (dance We're All In This Together)Adjourning

All of us worked hard til the end of the sketch in front of our ECS teacher, Ms.Chin.
Everytime, we practiced til midnight with muscles pain, tired but not giving up.
poster...
Practiced in 1388 Westlake.
Performed sketch in UTAR EDK4 on 15 Dec2010 11am - 12pm ECS Tutorial.
After sketch, took photo with Ms. Chin.
For more, visit HERE

Different People Different Life

28/11/2010
I hate this sem!
If there is free lunch in this world, why would people want to work?!
It's unfair, very very unfair!
What did they do to deserve an easy life?!

Actually i am talking about Micro & Macroeconomics assignment!
8 people in a group but only 3 people functioning.
Me, Benjamin, Liang, Sheng How, Jamie, Grace & two more unknowns.

The 1st step of the assignment is to find 10 shops' price for our chosen product.
24/11/2010 I told Ben, Liang and Sheng How to find the prices together. At the same day, Ben's bicycle got stolen. In the evening about 5pm we supposed to meet up at the guard house college road but Ben did not turn up. So we went to Ben's house and he told us to go find shops and he will join us later on because he wanted to find his bicycle. We told him that it is impossible to find back his bicycle but he insisted to find! 3 of us then continue on out to the shops.

We rounded and rounded the whole Kampar new town but still not sufficient. There were not many shops that sell our product (Nestle Yogurt) so we decided to change the product to Ribena Mobile Blackcurrant. We waited for Ben to come but he did not even we finished finding all 10 shops. I did not make much noise or comment about this because I could understand his feeling.

The next step is to come out with a printed report. In these steps, only Jamie, Grace and I stayed overnight to finished it. The others did not show concerned. Especially Ben and that 2 unknowns. It was hard to contact both unknowns as they hardly show up in tutorial class.

Tomorrow (29/11/2010) must hand in report. I told Sheng How that i resist writing both the unknowns' name in the report if they don't give their part to me. I can't contact them as i don't have their phone numbers besides i don't even know their names! Sheng How then sort of emphasized that i cannot be like this, they need the marks to pass Micro & Macroeconomics subject! I kept silence til we hung up. After that, i wrote this post... Immediately after hanging up! Because i am angry! Why different people different life. They don't have to work but they earn the credit also! Talking about Ben...Maybe because he is my friend, so im being bias and turn an eye off him... Sheng How and Liang...Maybe because they did little little tasks (finding shops with ME) and they did not asked what they should do in the PRINTED report!!!!
And now, what credibility Sheng How has, to say their names must be written in the report!

Stupid stupid stupid!!!!
%#!@?&%*!

Newly Opened 1st avenue

27/11/2010

1st Avanue Mall Penang click 'HERE'.

Lower Ground
A level exclusively dedicated to youths and the young-at-heart, complete with quick-bite eateries, uber stylish fashion shops.

Ground Floor
A haven for those who love the latest fashion trends and hanging out at coffee shops. A place to see and be seen.

Level 1
A floor dedicated to casual, active wear, Malaysian and regional brands.

Level 2
For the IT-savvy individuals and those who love home-grown Penang fashion.

Level 3
A level for relaxation and to pamper oneself with spa, health & beauty services. A place for casual dining, too.

As you can see..underground~
looks like genting highlands but this is to the car parks (level 5-7)...

Level 4
Supermarket level, a place to get the freshest produce and to enjoy snacks at the food court & kiosks. It also has laundrettes, money changer kiosks and others that offer basic convenience services.

Level 5 - 7
CARPARK

Level 8
Our iconic double-volume dining and entertainment enclave with commanding views over Georgetown. Here, you’ll not only find good food and dining but also a karaoke lounge and a Cineplex.

i wanna overlook the town of penang island??
i guess i dont have to go to Gurney Plaza to sing anymore...
view from inside the bubble lift...
Went hunting for food in 1st avenue at the mean while paid my very 1st visit the the newly opened mall, or the other way round.
Mum, sis, Aunt Kim and I walked from Prangin Malls' car park to the 1st avenue mall.
Started with the underground to the top level 8 aka Cloud8. All restaurant or food outlet were filled with people queuing up at the entrance waiting to get seated.

We were very hungry and could not afford to wait anymore longer. We walked back to Prangin Mall thinking about Sushi King. But not to our luck, it was also full. Thus, we settled for hawkers food.

1st avenue...
Do visit, stylish design structure.

Top 30 Malaysia University Ranking (MUR)

I found my friends in facebook was busy posting this in their wall.
I opened up and surprisingly saw the 4th one. (UTAR)
3rd??? oh my GOD!

1
University of Malaya(UM)
Kuala Lumpur

2
Science University of Malaysia(USM)
Penang

3=
Northern University of Malaysia(UUM)
Kedah

3=
University of Tunku Abdul Rahman(UTAR)
Perak & Kuala Lumpur

4
International Medical University(IMU)
Kuala Lumpur

5
Limkokwing University of Creative Technology(LUCT)
Selangor

6
Tunku Abdul Rahman College(TARC)
Kuala Lumpur, Penang, Perak, Johor, Pahang & sabah

7=
Taylor's University College
Selangor

7=
Sunway University College
Selangor

8=
Nilai University College
Negeri Sembilan

8=
INTI International University College
Negeri Sembilan

9
Multimedia University
Selangor & Malacca

10=
University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus
Selangor

10=
AIMST University
Kedah

11
Swinburne University of Technology Sarawak Campus
Sarawak

12
Curtin University of Technology Sarawak Campus
Sarawak

13
Penang Medical College
Penang

14=
Technological University of Malaysia(UTM)
Johor

14=
National University of Malaysia(UKM)
Selangor

15
The One Academy
Selangor

16
HELP University College
Kuala Lumpur

17
Monash University Malaysia Campus
Selangor

18
Asia Pacific University College of Technology & Innovation (UCTI)
Kuala Lumpur

19
Open University Malaysia
Kuala Lumpur

20
Wawasan Open University
Penang

21
Asia e University
Kuala Lumpur

22
International Islamic University Malaysia
Kuala Lumpur

23
Putra University, Malaysia(UPM)
Selangor

24
Universiti Tun Abdul Razak
Selangor

25=
University Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia(UTHM)
Johor

25=
Sabah University of Malaysia(UMS)
Sabah

25=
University of Malaysia, Sarawak(UNIMAS)

26
UCSI University
Kuala Lumpur, Terengganu & Sarawak

27
Management & Science University(MSU)
Selangor

28
SEGi university college
Kuala Lumpur

29
MARA University of Technology(UITM)Selangor

30
KDU College
Kuala Lumpur & Penang

http://malaysiauniversityranking.blogspot.com/2010/06/top-10-malaysia-university-ranking-mur.html

Haha...

How true can this be? I'm not sure. Because tony the top student in my secondary chool is studying in Aimst U and the 3rd best student is studying in Taylors U.

Tata Busy Week

04/11/2010
During management lecture 3pm-5pm, I asked for permission to leave early for the 5.24pm train to Butterworth. The next day was Deepavali which fell on a Friday many people also left early for hometown.

This is a very hectic week because of freaking mid-term test, presentations and reports.
Finally it ends with a long holiday.

I was happy that i could survive this week.
The schedule for everything is so packed, i hate it!

X Y1 S2 Nuts II

3/11/2010
8:30pm
English assignment at Danish Office

4/11/2010 12:30am
MM mamak for dinner aka supper

1:30am
Khakaboo CC

2:27am
2:28am
Before we entered, they said they were tired. After hours of gaming look at them.
4:42am
Fight Jepun till take off pants...jkjk

6am
Kampar New town by bicycle - nice breeze, cold

7am
Beijing lake

7:30am
Home to sleep

fuck suck diao!!!

3/11/2010
The whole night + morning i did not sleep. A big thanks to Effective Communication Skills (ECS) assignment.
I thought of what points to write, how to write and how to present.
After a whole night + midnight of thinking, i came out with an outline.

Format of a Preparation/Formal Outline:

Title: Piano And I

INTRODUCTION Attention Statement: Everyone knows that human body lives on food in order to survive, but do you know what my soul live on? Purpose Statement: Today I am here to share about piano that takes place on a part of my life. Transition: Firstly, I want to begin with how I started to fall for piano.

BODY I Main Idea: How I started to fall for piano? A. Supporting Idea 1: At the very beginning, I played piano without knowing the purpose of doing so. Later on as time passed by, I realize why. a. Elaboration/example: At the age of 5, I played piano because I saw other kids played and I was curious so I urge my parents to get me one real piano. Initially I played simply because I wanted to follow. As time passed by, I was inspired by the music piece of piano. It gave me the feeling of happiness and contentment as if the music played had a life of its own. From the heart of love and inspiration, I slowly felt in love with piano and even attended piano lessons at the age of 7. Transition: Next, I am going to talk about what piano brings to my life up to now. II Main Idea: What piano brings to my life up to now? A. Supporting Idea 1: Piano produces music which brings me spiritual development as if it is a food for my soul to live up to this age and it is also an intimate friend of mine. a. Elaboration/example: By playing piano, I can draw my mind as well as heart to peace and calmness. It is an intimate friend because when I am lonely or not in a good mood, piano will always readily be there for me. Transition: Lastly, about the future on how I wish to contribute to society when I grow up. III Main Idea: How I wish to contribute to society when I grow up? A. Supporting Idea 1: I really wish and hope hard that I stand a chance to play music out from my bottom-most of my heart through the grand piano on the big stage with millions of people downstage, carefully paying 101% attention. a. Elaboration/example: I do not want to use my fingers to fee the piano key, instead I want to use my heart to feel every single note to bring wonderful music to the souls of society. As a pianist, I want to let them appreciate music using their hearts, just as how I appreciated Beethoven’s. Transition: That is all for now. I would like to end my speech with a conclusion. In brief,

CONCLUSION Summary statement: Piano takes on a life time process. It came in step by step into my life and it eventually can play an important role in my life and influence me towards the view of loneliness and emotional issues. It gives me the spiritual fulfilment and at least the direction of being a pianist in the future. Reinforcement of thesis: It is useless if I describe how great and how grand the feeling of piano is without you getting the touch of it. Therefore, you may try moving your fingers on the piano key and step by step experience it.

Organisational Pattern for Body: Chronological Pattern

After the outline, then the presentation powerpoint slides and finally the video.
This video took a very long time to be done.
In fact, i took 4 or 5 videos at my own home.
And i got to choose 1 of them as my presentation aid.

I edited the video and finally merged it inside the powerpoint slides.

At first, i was worried that the video cam i have could not produce sound when transfered to the computer (because of the format that some computers don't have,maybe). But thank God, it worked fine with my own 4740G Aspire Acer.

Edited video...
After everything was done, i rehearse my speech over and over again. My eyes and head were pain and tired. I took a 10 minutes nap.
Woke up, bathed and got change in my formal wear. Rehearse and rehearse again.

It was time to go to school, gege took me to school. At school i took an hour sleep on the table.
Woke up, practiced on my speech again.

Okay, this is nothing to be bothered of.

What made me real angry, embarrassed, dissapointed and so on... is...

At frist, my ECS tutor asked all the 8 presenters to copy all of our slides inside the laptop prepared with a projector in front. Before i transfer my powerpoint slide to the desktop, i tried to play my video and yes it produces sound! I happily transfered the whole powerpoint slide to the desktop.

.

1,2,3....7... So nervous...

8, Cheoy Yee Lin ~ Teacher called upon...

Took a deep breadth, a really deep one, and walked out.

Actually i was the only girl to present on that day out of all those 7 boys. They seemed well prepared and that was what made me to be more stress-out because i could not afford to be beaten down by them.

.

You may start ~ Teacher said...

Went my outline...

Looked at the small notes that i've prepared (quite a number of times).

The time keeper raised the 4th minute card, and i ignored and continue...

And there went the 5th minute card, it means 1 mark will be deducted from then, i still ignored with a ugly facial expression...

My friends giggled... i then put on a smile... because i knew there will be other marks that i can claim at the later part of my presentation (video).

.

"Therefore, you may try moving your fingers on the piano key and step by step experience it just like this..." and i pressed on the down arrow and i moved backwards wanting the class to get a good view of the screen.

Waited for a few seconds, nothing came out! What the heck!!!!!

.

I try up and down arrows, out and in the video... it couldn't be played!

I then sadly ended with "ermm sorry the video cannot be played, thank you.".

I went back to my seat and damn it! I had the feeling that could not be expressed!

I confirmed and reconfirmed with Yun Bin (written 'sifu' in my video) that he heard the music when i was in front transfering my slide.

.

I wanted to forgo the 1 mark (time) and i wanted to claim marksssss for movement (walking towards the screen to point my certificates), establishment of credit (the prove that i really can play the piano) and all my effort i put into that innocent video!!!!

That moment i really felt like grabbing the hammer and start smashing on that fucking laptop!!

.

Hey come on! that video was really a waste of time. I took the weekend at home to get the notes

played correctly, and now???

Fucking laptop!!!!!!!!!

Sucking speech!!!!!!

Diao ECS!!!!!!!!

.

I was very down very moody and i wanted to cry but i couldn't...

I went to the next class (sociolization lecture) for replacement...

And went home with my gege...

.

How sad...

What a pity...

Haih~~

X Y1 S2 Nuts I

29/10/2010 10:45pm
Ben, Liang, How & I went MM mamak ate supper (dinner for me).
Earlier as I was using the computer in the photostate shop down my room, Liang came and asked whether I wanted to have supper, and I said okay!

We spent time there watching movie and chit-chat-ed while waiting for my extra order (tossai).
In deed, i only called for Nasi Lemak Biasa but Ben ordered both Nasi Lemak and tossai so did i later on...

I called for the waiter i had difficulty pronouncing T-O-S-S-A-I, Ben corrected me, and i emphasized again that i wanted T-O-S-S-A-I so the waiter don't take wrong order...Ben, Liang, How, including the waiter guy & I laugh for some time...I was quite full after that plate of Nasi Lemak and wanted to cancel that tossai but did not have the courage (trouble making)...

We waited for about an hour for just that plate of tossai, Ben finished his Nasi Lemak and Tossai...We got bored and tired of waiting for an hour-tossai and finally called the waiter for 'kira'.I only mentioned Nasi Lemak and Teh-O Ais... He said RM 2.70...

As I was digging the the 70cents, another waiter came with the an hour-tossai...I look up at Ben, with his mouth mumbling "说不是你的" which means say it's not yours. I thought for few seconds but in the end i said ya ini saya punya and immediately said to Ben "我最近做很多亏心事，我不能再良心不安！" 3 of them laughed...

So i added another RM1 to the waiter for that tossai. Every1 took a share of that piece of tossai as i really was full. Liang enjoyed it the most. In fact he was the greatest eater of the night, he ate nothing for dinner so he took 2 plates of Nasi Lemak Biasa and a share of tossai. Ben ate dinner earlier but still managed to eat a plate of Nasi Lemak Biasa and tossai. Gege took 2 pieces of roti canai before coming out.

30/10/2010 1:00am
After a long sit at MM, we decide to use the main road back to westlake. There were quite a few cars using the main road. We cycled, so syok, nice cozy wind...

About a 7 mins cycling we reached westlake, we did not go home, in fact we cycle round and round the westlake compound. From one house unit to the other. We did not know what to do but we just did not want to go home!

They 3 thought of basketball...

Liang went back to his house to get the basketball and we went to the basketball court inside the compound. There were 2 groups at the court. A big group of Indians on of the basketball court and 1 small chinese group at the football field. We played ball shooting. Liang had fun as he was the PRO of all. The way Ben ran and caught the ball, was extremely funny and cute. Perhaps because he is tall, something to do with his height.

Remember i said there was 1 small chinese group at the football field? They dismissed and went back home. A fatty passed by, it was Zacc the 肥仔. He then played with Ben, Liang and How. I sat on the floor to rest my self and watched them have fun.

3:00am
Drops of rain fell bit by bit. Benjamin and the fatty Zacc hurry rush home. I shouted at Ben saying he was not a good friend, he did not wait for us. He replied his house his further than our house. Speechless.

So Liang, How and I cycled home. After i open my house gate and went in, Liang walked to Danish House opposite my house. How asked him why he came out. Liang said he wanted a drink. I parked and locked my bicycle and joined them.

Later on, after we took our drinks from the vending machine, we sat down and talked craps. By the way, the drizzling rain stopped a few moments ago when we were deciding on what drink to take. It was a pity that Ben couldn't join us talk craps.

Cars and motors passed by, looked at us for a while and continued on.
We talked for about 2 hours. About Malaysia, about China, about literature, about Geography, about Ben, about school and we also observed that some students sleep without turning off their room light...simply any crap... People sure wondered what the hell were we doing rather then sleeping...

5:15am
Just as the sky was getting brighter, How suggested that we take breakfast at McD.
All of us agreed, Liang said he wanted to go home and bathe. I objected by saying, if Liang goes home now, he will not come out until the Sun comes out. Liang said he will not sleep, then I allowed.

After that, I called Ben...
In chinese * Want to go to McD for breakfast?*
* Don't want la, I want to sleep.*
Right after we hung up the phone, i just can't stop laughing...
How asked why.
I said the way Ben talked just now was like a son and a mother.
The mother called him up for school in the early morning, and the son says he wants to get more sleep.
Think back...When i was still in the early teens i was like that...
Liang with his steam walking...
We waited for Liang down his house, which is 4 or 5 units away from mine.
We observed his room light, when it was switched off, we were hoping to see him downstairs.
Ya he came down. With his hand touching his wet hair and with his steam walking.
We said we wanted something for memory, so we took photos outiside Liang house before departing for McD...
Before departing for McD, in front of Liang's house...
5:30am

Kampar Mc'D

In the restroom area... Ignore the gents sign...
2 Sausage breakfast set and chicken porridge...
Steaming arh both of us...
Thx to Mc D staff...
6:30am
Time to get some rest. After Mc D, we cycled home.
Liang reached 1st then How watched me got in my house then he went home.
Just after i unlocked my room... Wow my roommate was there sleeping. I just hope that when we were talking at Danish House, it wasn't too loud.
I bathed then immediately slept. Very very tired but fun...

Pencil & Eraser

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorr...y cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)


I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.


"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

什么世界啊？！Wat Kind Of World Is This?!

21/10/2010
Alarm was set to 7.30am, i woke up and turned it off.
My roommate was preparing her self for school that time and i went back to sleep. Before that she asked me what time is my class. I answered her 9am. Back to sleep again.

What's next...

I woke up again 8.57am and oh gosh! I said. I quickly took my clothes from the closet and i rushed to toilet to do my business. I did not bathe, just right after i combed my hair, off i went out the room wore my shoe unlocked my bicycle.

I cycled as fast as i could, it was very tiring. I cycled passed a couple on a bicycle with the boy pedaling. Once i reached the parking lot, the front lots had no bicycles except for motorcycles. I understood perhaps UTAR only allow those lots for motorcycle parking. So i went further from the entrance. Parked my bicycle and i ran to Block B, mean while checking my handphone time(9.15am) Wow! It took me only 10 minutes from hostel to campus.

Once I reached the door of the class, i went in and how come Ms. Puspha is there sitting down. My face was full of doubt. Later on, an Indian student asked 'Academic English class?' I said ya. I walked forward and started looking for my friends. They were no where to be seen. I walked back to the Indian girl and asked where was Mr. Shuba and why was Ms. Puspha in the class? She answered me Ms. Puspha taught them from the very beginning of this semester. Then a Chinese girl beside asked whether i was in the wrong class or whether i forgotten the time.

Oh, then i realized my class was from 10am to 12pm. Immediately i say sorry to both of them and went out. What a shame. How embarrassed was that. Luckily Ms. Puspha was marking students' works.

Next, it was 10am so i went in class. My eyes was so painful and i took naps in class with hair covering my eyes. I did not feel well furthermore my throat and nose were irritating me. QN asked what happened to me, was it because of assignments that caused me to be ill and forgetful. Speechless. Perhaps, maybe.

We formed assignment groups during the tutorial. We added a male in the group. He was so cool sitting alone with his scary doll bag at the far end in the same row with my friends and I.

End of the day. What kind of world is this!
Still lonely inside me when i am at home without my old semester friends.
Haiz...

一时的快乐与空虚 Moment Of Joy & Emptiness

我怎么又胡思乱想了？一分钟跟朋友就开心。一分钟回到家立刻变。
昨天（19/10/2010）跟三个家伙出了整个晚上，难得的一件事。
哥哥七点半来载我了，路上他问我怎么那么有空跟他们去吃。其实我很想告诉他，是因为他们没约我出去。而且今天难得在econs班提起吃晚餐，所以才会和他们去吃的。但我却骗他说做assignment忙。哎呀呀~
去大众吃了。又去漫画店。再去photostate店。飞鸿他们的assignment要print出来。结果print错。整份报告black tape 好了，走出店时结果又漏一张。真是糟糕。
连他自己也问为什么他那么倒霉。从店衰出来看见了McD。要出去-宵夜。超多人的。所以。。。
哥哥再载我回家，飞鸿和良在后面拼命骑。结果只有飞鸿到我家。阿良却见不得人影。
99.9%是回家了-他家隔我四件咯。我们就弄好明天他们组要交的sociology assignment 1.
至于刚才McD满人，所以我们还约好明天（也就是20/10/10)六点吃早餐。我们那时还一直吩咐别忘记别忘记。
结果今天真的五点半醒来，阿良也不列外哦！但像以前每次最慢。哥哥来载我。我们三个再加飞鸿一起出发到McD吃早餐。开了一星期多的McD这是我第一次去。也是他们的初次。
花了蛮久的时间才定心要吃什么。叫食物的过程那员工差点被阿良气死。因为阿良不懂要咖啡还是茶还是可乐。他也不确定自己要套餐或阿拉车。那员工按了又void食物。收钱了，阿良要的套餐没有，员工又按过。。。
过后一个小弟弟叫食物很顺畅。哥哥和飞鸿就咪咪笑。。。我get到。真丢人现眼。
七点五十分，哥就载我去学校了。。。他放我准准在lecture的block。
跟哥说好等他一点放学才一起回。反正相差一小时而已。脱了头盔就走进班。
还好老师还没到。。。拿着喝不完的coke进班，朋友问你那么早去吃McD？我以笑代答。
老师教书时，我好几次都闭着眼睛睡下下。早起就是这样。没办法。
十二点我放学了哥打电话说他要载我回了，他，良和飞鸿都逃最后一小时的sociology课。坏坏哦他们。可能是太累嘛。
哥哥载我上下学，那刻我觉得有家庭的味道。还很久没跟他们这三家伙一起了。自从这新学期开始。

放学回到家心情脑袋又发神经。
我觉得我会疯掉每天对着四面墙壁！
不懂要再等几久才能和他们出去。每个星期只在一个小时的econs节见面。哎~
一会儿想我朋友全部在哪里怎么不理我。
一会儿想为什么我读的比别人多但又比别人笨。
一会儿想要怎样把assignment搞定。
全部压力都我来扛！
读大学怎么那么辛苦，怎么那么委屈！
我恨想放弃却不要对不起家人。。。
我真的好累好累。。。谁来救救我。
要应付测验了又测验。presentation after presentation。还有恶塞闷（assignment)!
更惨的就是一个星期密密麻麻的时间表。真的对学生那么残忍！

我要回家！属于我的家！

MBMC to Cheshire Home

26/09/2010
On a Sunday morning MBMC teachers, students and parents went for a charity work to Cheshire Home - the home for the disables. Mum went to MBMC and helped out preparing food. There were fried rice, nuggets, fries, cakes and fruits.
We chant transferring of merits. Later on we sang songs for them. And even played easy games.
We wanted them to feel happy. The event was not very organized but some of the disabled did enjoy. Our MBMC kids too.

Fixing the missing organs of the face blind-folded.

Lian Jia Yeung, Ooi hi Yao and 1 more guy...
lunch time for them and for us.
The left overs were left in the home for them to eat as dinner or when they are hungry.
We packed and went back to MBMC.

Once Again 5Aman

11/09/2010 6pm

Mr LoveNomore Daren, Mr Nicholas Yeoh, Mr CorEy Chuah, Mr Jason Phuah, Mr Scott Sk, Ms Christina Ong Ling Zhen wa bo kuan, by hook or by crook, must show up pls pls
- Saturday 11/09/2010
- 6pm
- 火锅之家 opposite UMNO building
- WITH $
- WITHOUT GF & BF

Soon Li went to get Ling Zhen from her house then came over to my house to pick me up around 5.45pm.
When we arrived at the steamboat hosue, Ting Yu and Reuben were already waiting.
I went to the counter and told the lady that i'd made a reservation for 8.
Seng Kheong informed me that he would be late and will be there at 7pm.
Jason was busy with his church, as usual.
Sheng Hann said he will not be there.
But after a while, he brought his girl! Soon Li, Reuben, Zhen and I look at each other...
Seng Kheong was not full yet. Ting Yu kept looking at him.
Sweet smile ^^
Full liao...
Ling Zhen called her bf to pick her up as she did not want to follow Soon Li, Reuben and I to the next hang out stop.
I guess she was already tired.
Before she left, I took photos with her.
It was a long time ago since I and her took photos together.
When Ling Zhen received her bf's sms that he already reached the steamboat place, she said bye and out she went.
All KPC - Reuben, Kheong and I followed behind her quietly leaving behind Ting Yu and Soon Li and others.
Reuben then made jokes about them. Laugh 'die' me.
Kheong pretended that he was on a call but his eyes were staring at Zhen and her bf.
Reuben took out his cigarette and i failed to stop him..Why must he smoke!
Soon Li and I.
The day before, Seng Kheong asked whether to wear class t-shirt or what.
I told him that my t-shirt was left in Kampar but if he want to wear a couple shirt with me, he may wear black and white shirt.
He really wore black and white to steamboat.
I did not notice that he was wearing it only after he carried it out.
Thx Kheong...
Sheng Hann's girl kept putting on a black face...
It's time for them to reutrn home.
Sheng Hann wanted her to help him take a group photo, a dark angry face appeared...
What was that suppose to be for??
Sheng Hann passed his HP to me, and snap snap snap...
Only guys...
All guys that day.
After leaving the dinning table, we went to the car park discussing where to go next.
This Reuben smoked again. Squatted on the floor really embarrassing himself...
We decided to go to Esplanade but when we arrived there, car parks are full so off we went to the 4 pole seafront at the coastal road.
Look like pendatang haram.
After having a long chit chat about our life, we planned another outing for another day.
That was to Gurney Plaza for a movie.
Then when the clock stroked 12am, we went home.
On the way, Reuben was riding his motor beside Soon Li's car.
So i took out my HP and snap, he looked at me and he rode faster...
Reuben went his way, Kheong went his way, I went my own way.
Again...separated...
Arghhh!!!!!
He rode faster...Mai kena accident lorh...
It has been long that we - 5Aman have not come together so close.
So happy together.
Everybody is busy with higher studies.
Hope that we will all keep in touch.