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29/10/2010 10:45pm
Ben, Liang, How & I went MM mamak ate supper (dinner for me).
Earlier as I was using the computer in the photostate shop down my room, Liang came and asked whether I wanted to have supper, and I said okay!

We spent time there watching movie and chit-chat-ed while waiting for my extra order (tossai).
In deed, i only called for Nasi Lemak Biasa but Ben ordered both Nasi Lemak and tossai so did i later on...

I called for the waiter i had difficulty pronouncing T-O-S-S-A-I, Ben corrected me, and i emphasized again that i wanted T-O-S-S-A-I so the waiter don't take wrong order...Ben, Liang, How, including the waiter guy & I laugh for some time...I was quite full after that plate of Nasi Lemak and wanted to cancel that tossai but did not have the courage (trouble making)...

We waited for about an hour for just that plate of tossai, Ben finished his Nasi Lemak and Tossai...We got bored and tired of waiting for an hour-tossai and finally called the waiter for 'kira'.I only mentioned Nasi Lemak and Teh-O Ais... He said RM 2.70...

As I was digging the the 70cents, another waiter came with the an hour-tossai...I look up at Ben, with his mouth mumbling "说不是你的" which means say it's not yours. I thought for few seconds but in the end i said ya ini saya punya and immediately said to Ben "我最近做很多亏心事，我不能再良心不安！" 3 of them laughed...

So i added another RM1 to the waiter for that tossai. Every1 took a share of that piece of tossai as i really was full. Liang enjoyed it the most. In fact he was the greatest eater of the night, he ate nothing for dinner so he took 2 plates of Nasi Lemak Biasa and a share of tossai. Ben ate dinner earlier but still managed to eat a plate of Nasi Lemak Biasa and tossai. Gege took 2 pieces of roti canai before coming out.

30/10/2010 1:00am
After a long sit at MM, we decide to use the main road back to westlake. There were quite a few cars using the main road. We cycled, so syok, nice cozy wind...

About a 7 mins cycling we reached westlake, we did not go home, in fact we cycle round and round the westlake compound. From one house unit to the other. We did not know what to do but we just did not want to go home!

They 3 thought of basketball...

Liang went back to his house to get the basketball and we went to the basketball court inside the compound. There were 2 groups at the court. A big group of Indians on of the basketball court and 1 small chinese group at the football field. We played ball shooting. Liang had fun as he was the PRO of all. The way Ben ran and caught the ball, was extremely funny and cute. Perhaps because he is tall, something to do with his height.

Remember i said there was 1 small chinese group at the football field? They dismissed and went back home. A fatty passed by, it was Zacc the 肥仔. He then played with Ben, Liang and How. I sat on the floor to rest my self and watched them have fun.

3:00am
Drops of rain fell bit by bit. Benjamin and the fatty Zacc hurry rush home. I shouted at Ben saying he was not a good friend, he did not wait for us. He replied his house his further than our house. Speechless.

So Liang, How and I cycled home. After i open my house gate and went in, Liang walked to Danish House opposite my house. How asked him why he came out. Liang said he wanted a drink. I parked and locked my bicycle and joined them.

Later on, after we took our drinks from the vending machine, we sat down and talked craps. By the way, the drizzling rain stopped a few moments ago when we were deciding on what drink to take. It was a pity that Ben couldn't join us talk craps.

Cars and motors passed by, looked at us for a while and continued on.
We talked for about 2 hours. About Malaysia, about China, about literature, about Geography, about Ben, about school and we also observed that some students sleep without turning off their room light...simply any crap... People sure wondered what the hell were we doing rather then sleeping...

5:15am
Just as the sky was getting brighter, How suggested that we take breakfast at McD.
All of us agreed, Liang said he wanted to go home and bathe. I objected by saying, if Liang goes home now, he will not come out until the Sun comes out. Liang said he will not sleep, then I allowed.

After that, I called Ben...
In chinese * Want to go to McD for breakfast?*
* Don't want la, I want to sleep.*
Right after we hung up the phone, i just can't stop laughing...
How asked why.
I said the way Ben talked just now was like a son and a mother.
The mother called him up for school in the early morning, and the son says he wants to get more sleep.
Think back...When i was still in the early teens i was like that...
Liang with his steam walking...
We waited for Liang down his house, which is 4 or 5 units away from mine.
We observed his room light, when it was switched off, we were hoping to see him downstairs.
Ya he came down. With his hand touching his wet hair and with his steam walking.
We said we wanted something for memory, so we took photos outiside Liang house before departing for McD...
Before departing for McD, in front of Liang's house...
5:30am

Kampar Mc'D

In the restroom area... Ignore the gents sign...
2 Sausage breakfast set and chicken porridge...
Steaming arh both of us...
Thx to Mc D staff...
6:30am
Time to get some rest. After Mc D, we cycled home.
Liang reached 1st then How watched me got in my house then he went home.
Just after i unlocked my room... Wow my roommate was there sleeping. I just hope that when we were talking at Danish House, it wasn't too loud.
I bathed then immediately slept. Very very tired but fun...

Pencil & Eraser

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorr...y cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)


I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.


"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

什么世界啊？！Wat Kind Of World Is This?!

21/10/2010
Alarm was set to 7.30am, i woke up and turned it off.
My roommate was preparing her self for school that time and i went back to sleep. Before that she asked me what time is my class. I answered her 9am. Back to sleep again.

What's next...

I woke up again 8.57am and oh gosh! I said. I quickly took my clothes from the closet and i rushed to toilet to do my business. I did not bathe, just right after i combed my hair, off i went out the room wore my shoe unlocked my bicycle.

I cycled as fast as i could, it was very tiring. I cycled passed a couple on a bicycle with the boy pedaling. Once i reached the parking lot, the front lots had no bicycles except for motorcycles. I understood perhaps UTAR only allow those lots for motorcycle parking. So i went further from the entrance. Parked my bicycle and i ran to Block B, mean while checking my handphone time(9.15am) Wow! It took me only 10 minutes from hostel to campus.

Once I reached the door of the class, i went in and how come Ms. Puspha is there sitting down. My face was full of doubt. Later on, an Indian student asked 'Academic English class?' I said ya. I walked forward and started looking for my friends. They were no where to be seen. I walked back to the Indian girl and asked where was Mr. Shuba and why was Ms. Puspha in the class? She answered me Ms. Puspha taught them from the very beginning of this semester. Then a Chinese girl beside asked whether i was in the wrong class or whether i forgotten the time.

Oh, then i realized my class was from 10am to 12pm. Immediately i say sorry to both of them and went out. What a shame. How embarrassed was that. Luckily Ms. Puspha was marking students' works.

Next, it was 10am so i went in class. My eyes was so painful and i took naps in class with hair covering my eyes. I did not feel well furthermore my throat and nose were irritating me. QN asked what happened to me, was it because of assignments that caused me to be ill and forgetful. Speechless. Perhaps, maybe.

We formed assignment groups during the tutorial. We added a male in the group. He was so cool sitting alone with his scary doll bag at the far end in the same row with my friends and I.

End of the day. What kind of world is this!
Still lonely inside me when i am at home without my old semester friends.
Haiz...

一时的快乐与空虚 Moment Of Joy & Emptiness

我怎么又胡思乱想了？一分钟跟朋友就开心。一分钟回到家立刻变。
昨天（19/10/2010）跟三个家伙出了整个晚上，难得的一件事。
哥哥七点半来载我了，路上他问我怎么那么有空跟他们去吃。其实我很想告诉他，是因为他们没约我出去。而且今天难得在econs班提起吃晚餐，所以才会和他们去吃的。但我却骗他说做assignment忙。哎呀呀~
去大众吃了。又去漫画店。再去photostate店。飞鸿他们的assignment要print出来。结果print错。整份报告black tape 好了，走出店时结果又漏一张。真是糟糕。
连他自己也问为什么他那么倒霉。从店衰出来看见了McD。要出去-宵夜。超多人的。所以。。。
哥哥再载我回家，飞鸿和良在后面拼命骑。结果只有飞鸿到我家。阿良却见不得人影。
99.9%是回家了-他家隔我四件咯。我们就弄好明天他们组要交的sociology assignment 1.
至于刚才McD满人，所以我们还约好明天（也就是20/10/10)六点吃早餐。我们那时还一直吩咐别忘记别忘记。
结果今天真的五点半醒来，阿良也不列外哦！但像以前每次最慢。哥哥来载我。我们三个再加飞鸿一起出发到McD吃早餐。开了一星期多的McD这是我第一次去。也是他们的初次。
花了蛮久的时间才定心要吃什么。叫食物的过程那员工差点被阿良气死。因为阿良不懂要咖啡还是茶还是可乐。他也不确定自己要套餐或阿拉车。那员工按了又void食物。收钱了，阿良要的套餐没有，员工又按过。。。
过后一个小弟弟叫食物很顺畅。哥哥和飞鸿就咪咪笑。。。我get到。真丢人现眼。
七点五十分，哥就载我去学校了。。。他放我准准在lecture的block。
跟哥说好等他一点放学才一起回。反正相差一小时而已。脱了头盔就走进班。
还好老师还没到。。。拿着喝不完的coke进班，朋友问你那么早去吃McD？我以笑代答。
老师教书时，我好几次都闭着眼睛睡下下。早起就是这样。没办法。
十二点我放学了哥打电话说他要载我回了，他，良和飞鸿都逃最后一小时的sociology课。坏坏哦他们。可能是太累嘛。
哥哥载我上下学，那刻我觉得有家庭的味道。还很久没跟他们这三家伙一起了。自从这新学期开始。

放学回到家心情脑袋又发神经。
我觉得我会疯掉每天对着四面墙壁！
不懂要再等几久才能和他们出去。每个星期只在一个小时的econs节见面。哎~
一会儿想我朋友全部在哪里怎么不理我。
一会儿想为什么我读的比别人多但又比别人笨。
一会儿想要怎样把assignment搞定。
全部压力都我来扛！
读大学怎么那么辛苦，怎么那么委屈！
我恨想放弃却不要对不起家人。。。
我真的好累好累。。。谁来救救我。
要应付测验了又测验。presentation after presentation。还有恶塞闷（assignment)!
更惨的就是一个星期密密麻麻的时间表。真的对学生那么残忍！

我要回家！属于我的家！