Before leaving for Kampar from home, i gave dad a goodbye hug.
And i got in the car and wave goodbye as the car forward, head looking backwards.
25.05.2010 after lunch, i'll be all by myself already.
Bye mum. You may go back to penang.
2 nights(23.05.2010 & 24.05.2010) of stay at the grand Kampar Hotel will soon end when the clock strikes 1pm.
Those 2 days were for me to practice cycling and to know the roads near the U.
And time flies~ the 3rd day is here. Last day in air-condition room. Haha...Later, after breakfast you will be accompanying me to UTAR for registration.
And then for lunch together, so... next, bye bye.
Why not a big hug?! I guess i won't have homesick like what Tony Tan faces now in AIMST University.
I'm afraid that i couldn't take it.
Now, it's 12.59am, one more minute to 1am and i'm writing this. Over looking out to the night of Kampar. After secondary, now to U. Who has a time machine!!!?!


My tears was about to drop when looking out of the window. I looked, saw many students were still on the road. With friends, but for me, i'm alone, without a friend.
To live in campus, live in kampar, live away from penang, live away from comforts of home...
Could i? Well, my face is wet now...
25.05.2010 9:56:pm
Currently in student hostel. Very lonely and alone.
Just now 5pm something, had dinner with mum, i hardly could open my mouth. My head was thinking all the way to the food court about the distance that will separate me from my family. Tears dropped alot in the car and in the food court. I told myself to be strong because this is just a long holiday... In fact, the longest holiday i went without family was only for 5 days, but now, 1 year?? Oh dad, oh mum... How could your baby grown up so fast?
I did not finish up my dinner, and mum sent me back to my hostel. Before i got out of the car, my tears suddenly fell. I hugged mum immediately! Mum's tears fell too. Our eyes and faces were red. I really can't stop those tears off separation.
I remembered before i came to Kampar, Perak, i kept telling my family that i will not get homesick. In the end, i cried before mum left me.
The room is extremely hot. I missed my room's air-cond.
The pillow is real hard. I missed my cozy bed.
The toilet is truly small. I missed my spacious toilet.
Many many more to be spoken.
Tomorrow will be the orientation day.
I have to sleep now.
MUACKZZZZ!!!!!!
