What am i here for actually?
To get knowledge or to reach that CGPA?
Why students study so hard for?
Leaving behind family, home, old friends and everything...
Sometimes in this lonely room of mine, things keep coming across my mind...
Do I have true friends in this new Uni life?
Sometimes they hurt me, sometimes i needed them but they weren't there for me...
I am who i am... Why can my old friends accept they way i am, and why are you all here to criticize on my behavior?
Haiz...
The next trimester we are gonna be apart...
I hope you all don't forget me...
I tried hard, I really did try hard to get the same time as all of you...
But i failed to do so...
Not that i don't want...
The line sucks at the 1st place...I spent RM5 for nothing in that Cyber Cafe... Gone wasted...
I should have stayed at home to register for the course...
Now all friends are being apart...
But i hope our relationship will be as before...
Worries for now 26/08/2010 are...
Time table for next trimester...
Studies for final exam...
From 24/08/2010 the registration date... until now... time table problem keep bothering me...
Different class meet different people... and those people are new and strange... the emotion of fear...
Going back to hostel alone at night...Unlike now...there is Liang accompanying me back to hostel. But next trimester, he is different group from me. Imagine, in the dark...and what if it rains?
Neglected by friends from this current gang...As my friends now are all in a same schedule, will they forget me?What am i going to do when i have nothing to do?Who to hang out with?How to pass my free time?
24/08/2010I cried over the phone when i was talking to my parents about what a moody day i had.
And also when i was yelling out my fear to my brother over the phone.
Before going to Cyber Cafe, I and Joyce made a rendezvous to have lunch together.
But after preparing to meet her, 2 sms(s) came... From Cai Zhi and Sandra...
Wrote... today must pass up critical thinking assignment.
Omg...I forgot about that... but why must i pass it up today? Shouldn't it be handed up during next tutorial class...
I rushed to print, to copy it into a CD, to bind it...Very tiring...
After the whole report is done, I asked whether any of my group members could take it to school and hand it up to teacher...No one could...Haiz...Why? Why? and Why????
As a leader, does it mean that everything i must do? What did all of you contribute to the report? Slides were done by all... Presentation was also done by all... How come last minute job, by me...Yet passing up to teacher.....also mine job?
26/08/2010
Thinking about studies...
Stress...
Results were unexpected...
To be high and to be low... unexpected...
I expected that to be high, but it unexpectedly to be low.
and VICE VERSA~
English Radio Play...
My group put in effort and we thought that we could have obtain a high marks...
but in the end... unexpectedly low... But we indeed had great fun rehearsing...
Critical Thinking - a subject hated by many... speechless about it... I expected really EXPECTED to be low... but... it's ok la... Can pass half out of all...















































