Exam Procedures

01/09/2010 - 06/09/2010
5 days of examination suffered me from:
1) lack of sleep
I became panda for the past few days...
study and study...
only 4 hours or less of sleep a day...
especially for Principle Of Economics...
That night, i sat out side my room at the dining table...
started to read right after returning home from Critical Thinking paper...
read from lecture 1 to lecture 9 till 4am...
went to sleep and woke up at 8 and bathe...
then continue with the last chapter and tutorial exercises...2) forgotten to eat
time past so fast when u r in a rush...
i experienced this especially studying Introduction To Sociology...
i had many to memorize...
and it was just to much to take in all at once...
while i was taking in bit by bit...
the clock with time ticking tends to tick faster n faster...
without noticing...
it was an hour by an hour past...
but my memorization is still at the same page...
with the time past like that, when to eat what to eat...
all are sank to the bottom of the deep blue sea...
i hadn't got the time to remember about FOOD...
so... i did not feel hungry either...
what i knew was...
study to the maximum until i complete everything...
3) being imprisoned in my hostel
if i were to go to friend's house to have group study...
it definitely will end up into group gossiping...
if i were to go to the library...
it will definitely be too tiring and far for me...
at home in a 4sided wall...
a table a chair a bed a cupboard a toilet and MANY BOOKS and a human brain...
i guess being prisoned in the hostel would be a good way to FORCE myself to study...
i mean REALLY study...
in fact...
it is different from previously having SPM...
it might be because i'm away from home...
ish... i hate this feeling...

4) other than study is also study
during this exam period...
i may go out...
i may shop...
i may play...
i may sing...
but why didn't i????
my brain contained only 1 goal...
that is...
hurry up looking at those boring books...
hurry up examination day...
hurry up enjoy...
so...
other than study, is still study...
5) being pressured
pressure...
tension...
can sometimes lead to...
suicide...
or...
brain damage...
for people who really are conscious about the academic result when being interviewed...
they say the face pressure...
by who??
from parents teachers competing friends and own self...
indeed...
i feel that too...
once your parents gently tell you that scholarship can earn you a better living...
once your teachers get to know you did well in the previous test will have high expectations...
once your friends get the same or almost the same result as you have...
once your jealousy hatred enviousness rise to the maximum level...
pressure pressure pressure...
brain damaging...
Just like someone in lecture said:
studying is like "jumping in a pool without water"

For those who care about academic result must undergo these procedures...
of course...
there are more...